My view on life has always been that of a journey. And now, I start a new leg of that journey. I'm buying my first home. Actually, it's a townhome but it's still the process of choosing someplace to live, picking options, checking on the construction, and finally, signing a piece of paper with a sum of money that is more than I have ever spent in my whole life all at one time. Everyone keeps asking me if I'm excited. Yes, but I'm also anxious, nervous, and scared. Anything that profoundly affects my life, that can alter the direction or throw me off course scares me.
An ex-roommate once told me that I was indecisive. And to a degreee, he was right. I don't make rash decisions. Some decisions require thought and meditation...especially if it's a life altering decision.
This one fits the bill.
